Suffice to say, 2020 has had its fair share of lows. As for all of us, the global pandemic has forced me to navigate so many unforeseen challenges with family, friends, and faith. It has been a year of adjusting and readjusting, adapting to changes that seem to appear at the drop of a hat. And while I have struggled to overcome each new obstacle, 2020 has forced me (as JJ Heller would say) to find the “big magic in the mundane, the big picture in a small frame”.
What I Learned Along the Way
For all its difficulties, this year brought to the forefront some lessons that I was remiss to have forgotten. I was reminded of the things I take for granted, the necessity of finding time to care for myself in the midst of caring for so many others around me, and the simple fact that none of us can ever truly have it all together, and that’s okay! 2020 has given me the gift of remembering that valuing life and time with your family, and prioritizing grace, unconditional love, and forgiveness is the most important thing we can do. Time doesn’t stand still for anyone, and as this year closes, I am finding myself thankful to be reminded that each moment is a blessing.
Finding Faith in the Chaos
We certainly couldn’t have predicted the events of this year, but we do get to choose how we respond to it, who we will believe in, how faith will take us forward. Above all else, 2020 has made it evident why it’s imperative to believe in someone bigger than the trials of today. We must saturate ourselves in God’s word and prayer. We must embrace the beauty of vulnerability and living in community. Despite the many challenges I may have endured, this year especially, God has repeatedly shown me His Victory. He has opened my eyes to new ways of experiencing Him.
Stepping Forward Without Fear
As 2021 rapidly approaches, I find myself calm. While the unknown is always scary, I feel that God is pushing me out of my comfort zone into a new season of life. So next year? Next year, I am along for the ride, surrendering to be used as a vessel. I am remembering what 2020 has taught me, what God has illuminated amongst the hardship. I am leaving behind the fear and doubt that have kept me in bondage. As we embark upon a new year I’m eager for God to help me discern His voice, to know that He will reveal Himself to me like never before, even in the midst of the chaos. Let us remember as the New Year rings in, together, with the help of God, we can move mountains.
